desiring to speak ~ 40_MAT_12_46 ~ desiring to speak ~ 40_MAT_12_47 ~
 desiring to speak with ~ 40_MAT_12_46 ~ desiring to speak with ~ 40_MAT_12_47 ~
 without desiring to speak ~ 40_MAT_12_46 ~ without desiring to speak ~ 40_MAT_12_47 ~